'Him'

Gosh,I Fall In Love with him about ..
erm..let me guess..can count on years d..now almost wanna form 5 d..still din have any news..arrhhhxz.!!why im so noob de,friend with him so many years a sentences of love thing also not dare to say..i dare to do everything i not dare to do about this kind of thing..so gai..maybe i scare to hurt myself??i think so..haiz..nowadays got one girl add my msn..when i ask her who are she and she answer me tat she's a lover(暗恋) of him..then i feel so weird i ask her..who is him..then she started shoot me about leave him to give her a chance to chase him..what the hell??im so mad when i heard about this..then i shoot back her..#@$#$%^@#$%#%^%$..hahaha..that time its hard to describe tat feel..suddenly give ppl shoot..n me n him not a couple why she tell me tat wanna leave him..gila liao..\\==this case i told someone n i wanna them to give me some comment but they was gave alot of kpc word..i tell him also feel nth..then i be a center guy d\\==haiz..whatever..im so confuse..its pass so many years d i feel im a girl who so speechless about this kind of thing..some ppl told me to give up him...ok lo..say give up but at last still cnt ...ahhhh!!sometimes i need him..he stand beside me but his heart not beside me..what im goin' to do..anybody can tell me??for my information....thats nobody!!!