my life..sucks~!

2009...it makes me feel so confuse..n horrible..

this year my mood mostly emo..moody..i don't know why..maybe cuz of him..

maybe cuz of my leg..talk about my leg..absolutely sad..doctor want me operation after exam

week..im thinking that if i have a operation..what is the end of story will happen...maybe die

maybe cacat???? i don't want to think that..cause i still have alot of things to do..i always keep in

my heart after the day that i heard the doctor said...sometimes my family giv me lot of

probelm...keep n keep n keep..my brain almost full..plus,don't know what's going on with my

friends or maybe i think too much..they all..haiz..got probelm too..some friendship..some

relationship..sometimes they need me console them nvm...but one of them.. is him...!!i don't

how to console him actually..he have lot of probelm..sometimes occurs it suddenly and i dont

know which way i want to go..Him..always make me worry..n he help me alot..i don't know how

to pay back for him too..

Nowadays,he's going to be trouble trouble n trouble...others ppl though that im standing his

side..but actually i really don't knw which side i want to go...this friday...alots probelm from me..

in the class...that AXX like wanna revenge on me cuz last time i argued with him..he lose but he

harm me almost whole class hate me..make me feel so appearance..today(friday) he scolded me

in my class..and thats not my fault..what a sucks teacher i nvr seen!Hahaha,my friends said that

his wife also can't tahan him(i thnk so)..so this case i just put aside after recess time..but its cant

keep aside..it makes me so disagree... until finish school..this kind of story still keep in my mind..

kay,finished school walk into the music room..a guy said that want planned to go Mcd eat for

lunch after school..but when i told him he forgot what he told me on that morning..what

the~~call him many times no answer n keep talk with others..on that time my mood keep calm n

calm..after that i ran away..my brother help me call him..n he still keep said no..my mood started

can't calm down d..then i shouted on him..i though i went for mcd can relax and enjoy..but at last

it made me feel add more angry..then i cannot tahan ..i cried...that guy i don't know what happen

with him he suddenly so 没记性...but i don't mind..n everytime i mind is when i keep call him..he

don't want to answer me..even though my friend same time call him with me..he sure will

answer my friend first..don't know how many times i kena this kind thing from him d...cant he

tell me 'wait' first..??After the first time was happened,i don't like to call him always d..he

always wasted my energy to call him..

Now in this year...

我的心充满了失望，冤枉，伤心，对自己没什么有信心，有些人很想要怪我....

但是有时候我干哥帮了我，有时候我自己也帮到我自己好多...

所以信自己多过信别人...