Saturday, January 30, 2010

很快的一月又过了

很快的,二月就要到了……
在这一月里,经过不少困难,发生不少的事……

不知道二月里又会发生什么事……唉
中五了……很快的要毕业了,很快就不能见到我们每个人的朋友了……

时间过得真的很快……
一眨眼就要毕业了……

喜欢他足足要三年了……而不是三个月……
还没告诉他我心里的话……怎么办…
如果我告诉他,也许后果会很惨…
所以要有心理准备…

无论如何,每件事情做之前,我一定要有心理准备,想了才做
再加油!


Emo Ic3 Zai

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Sorry

彦隆,我不配当你的兄弟,对不起,是时候走了...

Emo Ic3 Zai

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Feel Emo This Few Days

I Feel so emo this few days,
Maybe this is my style,
But i hope it is real,
Someday i saw alot of accident in one day,its so scary..
I'll ride my motor carefully..
Someday when he treat me good i feel not natural dy,
Someday he give me a surprise but now i feel not it is...
emo emo emo..
why you always appear on my face?
Am i really emo?
Boss scold me or somebody else scold me only..
like that also emo??
Boss tell me to give up him..maybe i always skip the job cause of him then he know dy..
i skip alot of work day..some is cuz of band some is cuz of him..but mostly is cuz of him..
Well,boss try to console me sometimes..thanks boss..
but when boss scold me dun talk about him la..i know u good to me bt dun say him like this..
i can ... one u knw..T^T

Somebody else...is that girl who love him..she find me again!!
after she call me or sms me i will become emo..
then other ppl will ask me why i moody again ..==
Wonder know why she keep cal me to leave him..what can she do??
nothing right??He tell me that he din love you..pls admit it!!
don be...
he din love me so..why you so scare to rompak ur..??
me n him jz friend many years dy..sometimes some thing is cannot change one..
haiz..ytd night you keep sms me ..
call me to leave?? you din have that qualification to call me to do that!!
I Almost give up him dy ok..dont be so curious..i jz treat him as my brother..
k...enough... i wanna tell you is jz like this ..dun call me to leave again!!


Emo Ic3 Zai

Friday, January 22, 2010

谢谢你,干哥!

Eric,
也许我欠你的实在太多了,哈哈
送我那么...的东西..
我还没给你你的生日礼物
不知道你要什么礼物,还在想..
无论如何...
谢谢你的生日礼物... =')


Emo Ic3 Zai

Thursday, January 21, 2010

D':

表面上是给你知道我已放弃你,

但是内心上我还是爱着你,在乎你,保护你...

对不起,也许这是我的错..害到你这样伤心...

虽然你不告诉我,但你的眼神已经告诉我你的感受了..

真的对不起...


Emo Ic3 Zai

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Love Is Really That Hard?

Now I Will Darely Get a Chance To Confess With You.
I Want You To Know How much that i love eu,
Cause I've tolerate yearly..
I Can't Keep it forever..
I Wont Care about we're still friend after i tell you this,
I Just hope that you know still got somebody love you and that is me. =')



Emo Ic3 Zai

Monday, January 11, 2010

Moody =\

I Moody almost two days dy.
Not just cause of him.Family,Friends....

To Some Of My Classmates And other guys:

Why Someone Keep say my bad point?
Did they perfect at all?
why they have that qualification to say me!!
Who are they?!Just a normal people..Say me..
Did I Fall down from the chair also funny?
Sometimes i relly want to scold back you all..But i try to give you all face..
And I Keep Tahan Diao..!!
But You All so guo fen!!
You All din have bad point???
Why You All din think yourself first??
If I Say this you all also don't like ady,why you don't try to think that if people saying you what is your feel huh!!!?
Did you all know the feeling that give people say until like this?!!!
I Really yield you all many times dy..I Know that you think that im chicken,thats ok..
please lah!!go back home refresh your brain!!Now I Cannot tahan dy just shoot you all here..
I Really wana craxzy dy..everything rush on me..n you all those noob ppl..nothing to do then say me or other ppl..then good kah??think about yourself before you say people lah..!!


To My Mother:

Mum,i really busy this few days...
I dunwan go have p practice cause i want rest more..i no enough rest also..
i tell you the reason that i don't want go is real..
why you din trust me !!?
why everyone treat me like this??
If I Want go i will go by myself..The license expired dy i will go change myself..
Don't keep say me always want with eric lah pls!!!
i really geram about everything dy!!you always make my brain want explode one..!!
Can give me time???Ok..I Know i always want wait my fren on practice ..but i ald FORM 5 dy..
I Know how to arrange my schedule liao lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't make me everyday so busy lah !!!
You Though im free..!?i always face infront of computer but i busy doin' smth..!!
As your daughther,you always said you know my pattern or what..
But THATS NO!!!
I Know you love me ..
But~
Please~~~please~~
Please Know Me More!!!If really know me more!!i really thanks to you mum!!



Emo Ic3 Zai

Sunday, January 10, 2010

My Hospital Day

This Morning I Was At Hospital...
Cause of something ...
They Bring me to the room that i hate..
They Give me smth to make my eyes feel wanna close..
That moment i startin' think about our sweet memories..
Slowly slowly feel nth..I Sleep on the medecine smell bed dy..
In My Brain is all about him..
After One Hour...Finish the thing.
They bring me to a rest room.
After Few minutes i was woke up..i feel that i had just only finish apart of the wars..
that pain still inside my heart..doctor said i need rest..
until afternoon i was back home.on the road keep think about him..
want to know why..nobody can give me the answer..
Reach home dy.. online..i was act nothing happen online-ing..
Just hope that nobody know i was went there before..
Cause Thre''s nobody care me dy...Tell also no use..
So I Was Tell here better..
Now My Leg Ok dy..but when walk will abit like cacat..
Ride motor still can stable..
I Hope it wont happen again ..

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I Miss You =(

Today I Suddenly feel that i very miss you..
Very miss you..Till Wanna Cry..
Why I So Love You..?
Why I Wanna Treat you like this sometimes?
Isit is my fault??
I Really Want to know why.. My dog bite me also no feel..n its blooding Now..still no pain....
Why?It Cause...?
What Happen to me recently??
Some Day You ask me that why i feel so weird recently seldom talk to him...that time i don't know how to answer..
Arrghhh!!I Want to tell you.But until now i still not dare..
Maybe cause now almost not dare to face you le..
Form 5 dy..still can't find one day to confess??
Maybe never ever?want me to keep in my heart suffer always??
T.T I Really Very down now.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Eric,Enjoy Your 3 Days 2 night Trip. =D

Eric,Today you want go K.L dy.
For..... hahahahaha..
Anyway..eric..im here to tell you
Enjoy Your Trip ya.
By The A&E Of AliceCool

Monday, January 4, 2010

First Day of school

First Day of school,feel fun?kay lor.
Not bad,Can meet all my classmates back & joke together.
My classmates din change to other class,but other class student change to our class maybe us too pro in drawing.they feel so...hahaha..kidding la..dunknow whats the reason they want changed to our class..our dicipline teacher is our art teacher n she very strict still got people want in our class,maybe what i think lor..'she's good and fun in teaching,just strict and serious for her dicipline job'..yaya..maybe other guys same think like what im think..

ok lor..now talk about him eh si liao..he ar..same class ko lor..he told me that he don't want stress again lor..he want change class..heard that he want change to my class..my god..no way..hahaha..ok la..i hope he's kidding..xDhe's good to treat me recently..don't know what he think sometimes..but sometimes know lah..this friday he want go kl ...why don't want invite me to go with you T^T..haha..erm..actually is cause his father want take his order stock...so..why mus go together..?harm tiok me cnt see him few days pulak..haha.feel tiok me so kiam siam..xD..cuz i jz kidding lor..lol..dunknow what i talkin' about too.

k la..nth to talk too..n hey..my dog become bigger n bigger liao..haha..so good n yeng lo him..xD
kk la..thats all..